Archive for March, 2008
the grand facade
I just spent three hours driving in my car. I just up and left.
Okay, I’m making that up to try and provide a little drama. It was a planned excursion. It had some drama, though, being that my car almost overheated, but I made it safely to my destination after all.
I needed to get away; [...]
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regrets, decisions, momentum
From time to time I decide that I should have been a therapist. (Ironically, most people who become therapists have some past issue that they got over, or maybe they never got over, and for expressly this they become a therapist–to help someone become, or overcome, something they never did.)
Everyone has a regret. Few like [...]
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insomnia
I’m tired. I’ve been up since about 3:58 or so this morning. This has become a somewhat regular habit for me. I generally wake up between 3:45-4:00am and then I lay in bed wishing I were falling asleep, and or I spend the time daydreaming, but still wishing that this sleep had not been interrupted. [...]
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evading reality
I have been home alone for four days. Basically by my own choice. I could have gone out to see people, and I did, here and there–but mostly I spent four days all by myself. Normally I don’t go for that kind of thing because I get way too introspective and I word vomit all [...]
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waking up
Last night I stayed up too late. This morning I woke up before the alarm (it’s daylight savings time; it always confuses me). I shut off the alarm and I went back to sleep.
I didn’t want to wake up.
It wasn’t because I was depressed or dreading going to work this morning. Neither. You’d think, with [...]
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