Archive for June, 2008

*sigh*

28Jun08

So I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m intensely under stimulated.  Now, you may be thinking as you read this, dude, this girl is crazy!  You may be right…I mean, I have two jobs, I’m largely over committed to everything I do, yes; and at the same time I feel largely out of touch with [...]


am I old?

28Jun08

So just a few hours ago I was talking to some people (who are dramatically younger than me) and I realized, dude, I don’t get these jokes!  Yikes.  I didn’t want to admit it but I was thinking to myself, am I just too old to be mingling with this crowd?  Maybe I should change [...]


So the other night I was out with some friends drinking beer and eating a cheeseburger, when I had an epiphany:  “This is normal!”
It was great. 
‘Kay, let me explain:  I have this weird thought process that I experience from time to time.  It basically goes like this: oftentimes I think that my life is basically [...]


Oh, I’m so selfish.  I’m tired.  I’m stressed.  I feel like I’ve come to the end of myself and I don’t know where else to go.  I absolutely hate feeling like this.  I feel like everything I have ever wanted has gone out the window and good things have happened to everyone but me.  I [...]


I just spent the last hour confiding in someone I hardly know.  I can’t believe I did that.  I guess I needed to talk to someone.  I made my life sound more flashy than it really is.  Maybe that’s what I hope it seems like and sounds like to other people.  I know that I’m [...]