Archive for the 'glimpses of the piping hot bowl of crazy that is me' Category

Juggling a lot right now…this is evidenced by my recent, intense, recurring dreams about not being able to find my schedule on my new iPod, pressing every button but still being unsuccessful, missing all of my work and life appointments and going into complete and utter panic.
Meh, like most of my dreams.
Oddly also like most [...]


I have been processing through some things lately that I haven’t really been open to sharing with people.  As a result I have been severely sleep deprived.  Normally I am sleep deprived because I can’t think—rather I am thinking so much I just can’t rest.  It has been altogether different this time.  Something in my [...]


I can think of only a few coping mechanisms that I have used that don’t involve a damaging vice (alcohol, food, sabotage…you know the drill).  They do arguably damage the environment, but it depends on how you structure the argument.
I don’t bust these out very often (mostly because it is rare that I get really [...]


Last night I had a dream that my roommate was betrothed to none other than Barack Obama (yes of course, some poetic license is clearly at work here).  She brought me along to be her right hand woman while she married him in a lavish foreign ceremony.  We were staying in a Trump Tower-like fortress with golden [...]


This weekend has been one of a lot, and A LOT, if introspection.  I went on a ‘wilderness retreat’ (complete with wi-fi) this weekend with some girls.  It was a good time, but stretching for my soul.
Normally when I go on these brief soul searching missions I find out things about myself that I knew [...]