Archive for the ‘glimpses of the piping hot bowl of crazy that is me’ Category

Sometimes there is not enough coffee in the world to wake me up. Really. I suppose you are wondering where I have been.  Those of you who know me, you know.  You know I have been riding the craziest roller coaster of my life that I absolutely did not see coming. did. not. see. coming. [...]


I haven’t really broadcast this to anyone yet, but I’ve been working out with a personal trainer for about a month.  I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I think I’m actually stronger and can do a few things here and there.  I will probably always think of myself as a huge lazy wuss (or [...]


Quite often I have prided myself on being self aware.  That sounds dumb.  But really.  I was recently talking to a friend and trying to describe how intensely naive I have been in the past.  I suppose I have since realized that it’s not all bad to be a little naive, but in all things [...]


There is an ideal and I don’t measure up to it. Perhaps this is true for all of us and I should take comfort in that. I made a stupid mistake and I came to the realization today. I also have been noticing that these little mistakes (inverting dates, missing a little detail that is [...]


Today I learned something really powerful and valuable. But it was a very painful mode of learning, for myself and others. I learned that if I really love you, and if I sense that you might love me for real, I might crack under the pressure. With even a medium amount of pressure I may [...]



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