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As long as I can remember I have always felt this deep connection to music. I can hear a song and it will make me think of something 20 years ago, or yesterday, or something I thought I had forgotten.
Now that I’m grown I may not always remember certain things that happened awhile back, or when I [...]
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At some point in my life I have to grow up and realize that not everything is going to turn out the way I want it to. I have made some choices in my life that have caused me to struggle and regret, then promise that I’ll just have to do it another way, or [...]
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Oh, I’m so selfish. I’m tired. I’m stressed. I feel like I’ve come to the end of myself and I don’t know where else to go. I absolutely hate feeling like this. I feel like everything I have ever wanted has gone out the window and good things have happened to everyone but me. I [...]
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lover I’m on the street
I just spent the last hour confiding in someone I hardly know. I can’t believe I did that. I guess I needed to talk to someone. I made my life sound more flashy than it really is. Maybe that’s what I hope it seems like and sounds like to other people. I know that I’m [...]
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sometimes I get so tense
I’ve been learning some life lessons lately. If I am honest with myself, I suppose I always am.
I’m tired. Learning is exhausting.
I am in this place where there is so much that I want to say, need to say, would like to talk about, but I just can’t get it out. I am embarrassed about [...]
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